Tiger, i miss you so much tonight! Koj puas nco qab lawm thaum wb sib ntsib thawj zaug koj thiab kuv wb nyob hauv koj lub car es koj tso Destiny zaj nkauj "hluas nkauj hmoob" rau kuv mloog. Later on before koj mus training koj xa whyte shawdow zaj nkauj "tsis xav qi qhov muag" rau kuv mloog. Lub sij hawm hmo no kuv pw tsis tsaug zog some how? Kuv mus hauv youtube mloog ob zaj nkauj no ua rau kuv nco koj tshaj li. Thaum twg wb mam sib ntsib dua os? Thaum twg koj mam li rov qab los? Six months such a long time. Too long, Tiger!

Last weekend koj hu tuaj so late. Koj hais tias koj xav cia li tso tseg txhua yam es run off to marry me. Koj hais tias koj nco kuv and tonight kuv nco koj ua luaj no, yog li puas tau npaum li hmo i koj nco kuv? Koj ua dabtsi hmo no? Puas nco kuv li kuv nco koj os my only tiger in the world.

Hi all, I dont really know what to chit chat about but I guess I will just introduce myself, I'm currently in Iraq as of this moment, I am a Inactive ready reserve soldier(meaning that I completed my original orders but because of my 8 years of commitment, the Govt can call me up at any time), Been activated for close to about 9 months now, and boy does it suck, I was from southern California attending college until I recieved this big yellow package 2 days before Christmas of last year, my girl at the time was like "Hey look what came in the mail, from from the U.S Army" (big smile on her face, little did she know that our worst nightmares were happening right at that moment). I got up right away and yelled out from the topof my lungs "F**k!!!!", ran around my house from top to bottom then from backyard to frontyard yelling "F**k", my girl looked puzzled and she asked me what was with the package, I sat her down and said "Hey do you remember when we first started dating, I told you that I may be called back to serve our beloved country again, Well inside this very package is MY ORDERS (add some horrific music here for the sarcasm please). Well, after that ordeal, she started to cry and I told her that it was gonna be ok, ok for now I guess, The military gave me about 30 days to get ready and ship off to war, that isnt fair, I did my time, why now? why me? I was asking myself that question the whole day, my life at the time was great, I couldn't ask for anything more, I had a beautiful house, beautiful girl by my side, great job, 1 class away from graduating from school, planning on next goals in life, and Boom! all that work, gone, well not necessarily gone, just Absent for 400 f'ing days, really bummed me out, I was about to take a break from school in february and visit my mom and pops out in the eastcoast, because of my schedule, I didn't have time to see them as much as I wanted too, it was about noon that day and I decided that if I only have 30 days left before shipping out, I'd enjoy everyday of it as much as I can, Me and my girl went over to the local theme park that day just so that we both can take our minds off of what happened, but........ ok, its late right now, I will continue this story next time**

P.S 25 Dec 2007 was the date I recieved my orders, any other Hmong people here from the IRR who was activated

It hurt so much to lost that special person... No matter how much you love her, she's not gonna come back... But as times goes by your love for her just started to faded away slowly... When you think about it, maybe were not meant to be together... I guess weren't not meant to be one person, but two person so its better off for the both of us to go our own way..So its better off if she's with the one she truely love instead stuck with someone she doesn't love... As long as she's happy then I'm happy too.. It's not easy losing that person, but its better then being with someone that doesn't know about you so I rather let her go.... Its very painful when you think about it, but its also a good feeling too.. Well I really appricated it in away because if it weren't for her I won't be who I am right now... she's the one that make me realize that life isn't as easy as you thought it were and not just that, but she also open my eyes and see the reality of life...given me the experince of loving someone....

My car was in the Auto Body shop for almost two weeks. Those long two weeks that i lived without car you would come to pick me up every morning to go to work and then drove to go to work afterward. In the evening after work you would come to my home and took me to go shopping for food and took us to the park for a walk or just for fun. Because my car was in the shop you afraid that we would not have enough food. You would brought dinner in and joined us for the evening. You have been so nice to me.

After we came back from St. Paul, MN you and me seemed to be so much closer. Every morning you would call me before you go to work. After you get off work you would call me and come over to spent some time with me. Any things i need you would offer to do for me. Some day I know you are very tired but you still try so hard to stay up just to be with me. You've done so many good things for me and my family more than i can names them.

I want to think that you like me but i'm also not sure if I am right? We both are two grown up people who know what we want but if you really like me and want some thing more how come you don't step forward and let me know? I ask myself over and over about this question but then i also ask myself what if you step forward and tell me how you feel. How about me? Will I be able to accept it or not?

You are a good single man who hold a master degree and have a very good job. Im a woman who hold only professional license and make enough money to go on in a daily basic life. I afraid to take the risk! Although, you have always treat me well.

You have such a good family. They all always welcome me in your home. They treat me so well and they never call you even the time that they need you if they know that you were with me. They are such good people.

I've been searching for some good people but never have expected to come across such a wonderful people like you and your family.

Thanks for being so nice and kind and just to let you know i will be getting my car today. You won't have to pick me up in the morning any more. Hopefully there will be time that i can help you in return.

Thanks L,

INTUGUASPAUBSIAB

Nyob zoo os thaj chaw kho siab. Hnub no yog ib hnub kuv xav tuaj nyob ib pliag hauv no ua kev kajsiab. Today I am going to begin by telling you a love story. A story of a person, a woman, and a dream. A story of one of you all...a person!
But there was one difference...he was in love and he had decided that on this day, he would tell her everything not worrying about the consequences. You all know what happen next. Because this is the story of the one who deeply in love and don't know how to get out and it's impossible to ever get out. This person you might call it crazy lover, but was he crazy or mad or was he just a person like you all. I don't know? but I know one thing that he listened to his heart all his life. I know that he gave up everything for the woman he loved and I know that he still loves her and each day the love deepens more and more.
Nyob zoo rau koj os...nyob zoo.

We did what our heart wants us to do and we do not regret anything because love conquere all the aspect of life to the point that one day it will makes us crazy and tear away our heart. For all the hatred in the world, hearts are still full of love even after lovers have died and even after their beloved have perished, THEIR LOVE LIVES ON....FOREVER!

I did not come here to make another Johnny, but I came here to make sure that no ones become Johnny. Forgive me! Your battle is with me and I am here infront of you now lost forever. I am sorry....but from where I see myself, Ive won. I see you whenever I see love. I have come to share my pain which is inreplacible. I came here because I realized one thing that you will no be in complete without me. Every since we used to laugh and cry about the small things. Every since we use to stay up all night without any sleep, I have loved you. I can only say so much now myself have forgotten since when I have loved you cause it's always.
Seeing this love, I have figure out what a perfect pain looks like. I'm just an ordinary person who just wanted to love someon normal from his heart. Sometimes some love live forever and no one can stop it until it stop itself. Those who are made for eachother shall meet somehow. The world says the heart is crazy, but loving hearts also say that the world is crazy too.
I have not lost every battle of life, but lost everything that was worth living for. I am so sorry....but from where I see myself, I have lost everything because I see a sturburn man standing with his back turned away from the two peaple who truely loved him.

Please teach the people the assence of love and life so that from now on I can proudly say that there is a Johnny in each and every words you say in your heart and in your thoughts and probably then my families would forgive me.......missingyou........peace!

JKM